The tram was too loud. Made it hard to think. He had-

“Shut up!”

He had two three two no three days until Wednesday which meant that he had some time before he had to pay Jonno. He’d make that.

Should probably see a doctor about his back. It hurt. Anything that hurt meant trouble. Couldn’t find his card though.

“Bastards gonna steal everything anyway! Shut up!”

He knew people were staring. Through the corners of their eyes. Not head on. Never head on like men. Don’t stare but if you must at least do it head on.

“Shut up!”

He heard himself bark. He never wanted to be like this. But what else could he do? Everything hurt when he wasn’t normal. And it was so hard to stay normal these days.

He should see a doctor. After he paid Jonno. Friday maybe.